Thought my dream was coming true!

This was a big blow to me. I don't know what happened, work went well in all aspects that I could see, I had won a bet with Julie, she said that if she won the best I would buy her lunch for a week, and I told her that if I won, that I wanted to be able to take candid shots of her wearing the Nike's and also I take them kinda anytime I want. well today I was gonna take her up on lending them to me, but I prefer to do it outside work just cause its not work related. Well I got her to just hang an extra 2 mnutes while I got my drawer counted out, went outside, I don't know what happened, but she said she was in a hurry, but then she saw a co-worker of ours and offered to show her some purses, this kinda bothered me that she doesnt have time to take her shoes off and put on a pair I brought for her that was one of the pair she gave to me prior, but she had time to show purses to someone else. I don't know how I was suppose to take this inside, it kinda was a punch that I was not a friend. So the whole barrowing the shows was fast not becoming reality, but on top of that it was the best that I won that she should have said yeah your right here they are. Then she went to start her car while I was literally standing next to her car and it didn't start, she tried again no start, I thought this was the start of a problem I am dying to observe in person and video take, she knows this too, I told her to hold on and I was grabbing my camera,and she tried again and it started, I don't know what happened, but it again hurt me that she would not wait to allow me to record it. Now technically I guess if the problem woudl have occured the way it has in the past it would have not started for several minutes, and I would have probably been able to get my dream video, but for the fact that she still was persistant to not "deal with my request. It hurts that when I tell people that hey if this happens to you I want to get it on video, it means the world to me, it really does. And when I find out that something occured and I was not able to be there for it, it hurts!! BIG TIME!